The Bones Under the Tree

“And whoso shall receive one such little child in my name receiveth me. But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in me, it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea.” —Matthew 18:5–6, KJV

On Toni Morrison, the lie a child told, and what a child is worth

Let me confess something before I say anything else. I usually avoid Toni Morrison. Her characters always seemed to me the same drawn-down, oppressed, slow-moving figures, victims of race, of circumstance, of a profound self-loathing, and after Paradise and Song of Solomon I did not feel like reading another one. Not because she cannot write. Because I did not want that drain on my spirit. I had just come off a run of long novels: The Brothers Karamazov, The Count of Monte Cristo, East of Eden, even The Three Musketeers. I wanted something short. That is the only reason I picked up Home. And when Home finished with me, still wanting something quick, I made a blind buy of God Help the Child.

She got me twice in one week.

Home got me in Georgia. Frank Money and his sister Cee, grown now, dig up the bones of a man they watched die as children, a death they were made to witness and made to keep silent about. They wrap those bones and bury them properly under a sweet bay tree. I was in tears. There is something about an innocent life discarded like refuse, and something about two damaged people who owed that stranger nothing deciding he would at least have a grave, that undid me. And it clarified something I believe with my whole chest: those who harm a child stand past the epitome of evil. They are down, dark, wicked, and outside the reach of any redemption they will not crawl toward on their knees. When Frank drove that marker into the ground, I said out loud, you got me, Toni.

Then came God Help the Child, and for most of that short novel I could not stand the woman at the center of it. Bride, born Lula Ann Bridewell, is glossy, vain, successful, blue-black and beautiful, draped in white clothes and a Jaguar, and hollow. She spends the book chasing a man who left her, and I spent the book asking why Morrison expected me to care. I did not come around until the end, when Bride finally says out loud the thing the whole novel has been circling: as an eight-year-old girl, she lied. She stood up in a courtroom, pointed at her kindergarten teacher, Sofia Huxley, and testified to abuse that never happened, and that woman served fifteen years for it. And when the man she loves asks her why, why would a child do such a thing, her answer is not about Sofia at all. She did it, she says, so her mother would hold her hand.

Sit with that. A little girl purchased her mother’s touch with an innocent woman’s life, because a false accusation was the only currency her mother would accept.

It is hard to believe a child could be so cruel. But a child does not know better. A child knows only what love costs in her particular house. What looks like cruelty in Lula Ann was fluency. Two years before that trial, six years old, she looked out her window and saw the landlord abusing a little boy. She told her mother the truth, and her mother ordered her never to speak a word of it to anybody. This is the same light-skinned woman who was so ashamed of her dark daughter that she would not touch her, who made the child call her Sweetness instead of Mama. So the household arithmetic was set. Truth about a white man’s crime bought silence and fear. A lie about an innocent Black woman bought a hand to hold, proud eyes, a mother walking tall beside her down the street. Eight-year-olds do not set prices. They pay them. The cruelty in that courtroom belonged to the adult who taught the child the exchange rate.

And here is the detail that finishes you off: Sweetness never learns the truth. Bride confesses to the man she loves. She confesses, in a way, to her own face in the mirror. She never confesses to her mother. Morrison gives Sweetness the final word of the novel, and she uses it the way such mothers always use it, explaining herself, insisting her coldness was preparation for a hard world, warning that what you do to children matters because they might never forget. She goes to the last page still treasuring the courtroom as her daughter’s finest hour. Her proudest memory of her child is the perjury. She does not know it, and I am not certain she ever wanted to know it, because the same woman who policed her daughter’s true testimony never once questioned the false testimony that finally made her useful.

Now let me be honest about my criticism, because I did not stop being a critic just because I cried twice. Reading three Morrison works in one week (Home, God Help the Child, and her only published short story, Recitatif) you see the seams. Frank and Booker could be the same man: the wounded brother, carrying a dead boy he could not save, unable to love a woman until he buries his ghost. Cee, Bride, Twyla, and Roberta could be the same girl: the child failed by her mother, spending her whole adulthood trying to interpret the wound. Morrison returns to the same psychological territory again and again, and a week of her makes the repetition impossible to miss. Some will call that a body of work. I am willing to call it an obsession. Steinbeck, whom I had just finished, wrote Cain and Abel into the Salinas Valley more than once, and nobody calls him lazy for it. But I will say plainly that Morrison is asking one question her whole career: what becomes of the child the adults failed? Different bodies, different decades, same question.

And yet Recitatif is where my own criticism meets its strongest answer, so I have to wrestle with it honestly. In that story, two girls meet in a shelter, one Black and one white, and Morrison never tells you which is which. Every detail you reach for to sort them turns to sand in your hand, and whatever you decide, you learn nothing about Twyla and Roberta. You learn about yourself. An author trafficking in stereotypes could never write that story. Morrison wrote it to set a trap for yours. And she pulls the same move in God Help the Child, just inverted. There she withholds race; here she withholds innocence. For most of the novel you assume Sofia Huxley is guilty for the same reason the jury did: a child said so, and children do not lie about such things. Except this child did, and we watched her mother reward her for it. Morrison makes the reader complicit in the conviction before she hands you the exoneration. The woman I accused of writing victims spent her career indicting her readers.

Which brings me to the title, and to a slip I kept making all week that turned out to be a sermon. I kept calling the book God Bless the Child. That is Billie Holiday, and Holiday’s gospel is the American one: God blesses the child that’s got his own, the self-sufficient one, the one who needs nobody. Morrison’s title corrects the song. Children cannot have their own. A child is radically dependent; somebody else holds her whole life in their hands. The distance between bless and help is the distance between our national religion of self-reliance and the truth about children. And Morrison answers her own title in the last pages, because the whole book you are asking, which child? Lula Ann? Adam, the murdered brother? Rain, the girl sold by her own mother? The boy under the landlord’s window? Then the final child arrives: Bride is pregnant. Two damaged people, having finally dug up what they buried, his dead brother and her living lie, stand over a new life. The two shall become one flesh, Scripture says, and be fruitful. The title stops being a description and becomes a prayer over that womb. God help the child, because look what these two are carrying into parenthood, and look what was done to every other child in this book.

It did not escape me that this blind buy fell into my lap in a week when the worth of children is flooding the headlines, when we are once again arguing, in courtrooms and comment sections, about what a mother owes the life she carried and what a community owes the children in its midst. I wrote recently about Eve, about Steinbeck’s Cathy Trask, about mothers who explain instead of answer. Sweetness belongs in that line. She would swear on a stack of Bibles that everything she did was love, that a light-skinned mother raising a blue-black daughter in that America was preparing her, toughening her, protecting her. But love that will not touch a child is not love. A mother can testify to her feelings all day long; love is the covenant obligation she keeps to the child in front of her. The wider world never had to lay a hand on Lula Ann Bridewell. The damage was done at the kitchen table, transmitted through a withheld hand, by the one person appointed by God to be that child’s first refuge. That flips the victim narrative into a story about accountability and that is squarely our business.

In Home, two grown children dig up a stranger’s bones and give him back his dignity. In God Help the Child, a grown woman digs up a buried lie and speaks it out loud. In both novels, redemption is exhumation: the adult finally unearthing what the child was forced to bury. And in both novels, the ones who did the forcing never account for it. So let the ones still standing hear it plain. What you bury in a child does not stay buried. It waits. The child does not disappear when she grows up. She becomes the woman. And God help the child whose mother taught her that love must be purchased, because the bill always comes due, and it is rarely the mother who pays it.

Toni Morrison got me twice this week. I suspect she is not finished. On to Sula.

Jacqueline Session Ausby

Jacqueline Session Ausby currently lives in New Jersey and works in Philadelphia.  She is a fiction writer that enjoys spending her time writing about flawed characters.  If she's not writing, she's spending time with family. 

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